bored

this is not really a long holiday,
but i started to miss school
staying at home is boring.
ever since i fail my bm objective,
my self-confidence had fled away
and now i have difficulties to build my confidence
i am a pessimistic person(that's a fact!)
can someone teach me how to be more optimistic?

boo...

recently, i am dissapointed with myself
what am i doing?
i know i cant be 100% perfect,
and sometimes things just go wrong,
but i still feel low
maybe i should try harder to forget things that have passed.
ah. just forget about it.
i have try my best